many a times i asked myself , am i satisfied with my life ?
until today & well, maybe 4 years ago then i had already realised.
YES , i am superrrr satisfied with my life.
for years, i used to think having a boyfriend & being popular is the most important thing.
so typical right. lol.
& yes, until i met my darlings 4 years ago, i changed my thinking.
having a hundred thousand friends doesnt mean you'll be happy.
having a superr handsome bf around & yet he doesnt love you like you do, it's not worth it.
instead , a few best friends around is really enough to make my day ;]
& i've realised though, that that few bestfriends that i've made in my secondary school life.
is going to go through thick & thin with me throughout my life.
& i'll always smile everytime i think of this.
I AM SO HAPPY ! ;]
thanks alot darlings , for making my day so much happier than i've ever imagined ;]

HELLLLLLLLLO ;D

haha. today's maths was NICE !
i mean, seriously, it WAS nice ;]
but yea, the teacher taught me till i was MORE confused =X
but still i nodded. LOL.
cos i see no point in her explaining to me if i don understand her method.
so ya, i went to analyse myself & YES , i understand ! ;d
anw, accompanied les A to ngee ann with gf.
took a taxi & crapped so much.
les A was SUPERR nervous lah. hahahaha.
then reached there & instead of taking the lift with the other poly students.
we climbed the stairs ! healthy students . LOL ;D
cos we felt so ' xiao meimei ' over there.
or at least , it was me & gf that felt like that. haha.
then reached the 5th lvl & stoood outside awhile.
saw chiayin awhile later, was so surprised luh.
she's got tourism ! I AM SO JEALOUS.
HAHA. then sat outside there for like , an hour ?
lol. saw that jerrold-DD haha.
and ya , although we don know each other.
but we WERE still shocked . hahahaha.
sat there & played with 3 ants. haha.
superr lame lah the ants. crawl here & there.
& they always end up in the same place , in front of me.
lol. 1 of them even crawled onto my hand luh >( kuku !
hehehe. cabbed back to school & bought bubble tea. haha.
gf went home after that & les A and i went to eat.
talked about alot of thiings ;]] haha.
another girls' talk ! ;d love it ;D
then she went crazy, like help lah ? lol.
saw daddy, then he say me again. LOL.
everytime see me say my hair, next time must force you say NICE already ;ddd
lol. then while waiting for the green man light.
i DON KNOW , why i followed the guy cross the road when it wasnt even green.
LOL ? siao , haha. then les A wanted his NO. HAHAHAHAHA.
shhhhhhh ! don say i said it ;ppppp

GOOOODBYE !
i wish you were there .. ;d

HELLO ! ;D

i've gotta rush cos my dad may be home ANYTIME ;]
lol. anw, sat went yiwen's hse to study.
haha, ate carrot cake bought by her dad.
;dd she taught me chem ; so much better than _________ teach me lah.
ahahaha. she used an hour to teach me , an hour we did alil hw
and the rest we talked =X hahaha.
tell me about her school & stuffs.
& i cant ' wait ' to see her friends -.-
i'll smack their asses if i can ;pp haha.
er , no lah , dirty my hands later ;]
went to tuition & talked with kt.
hahahahhhaa. i managed to take out the ear stud.
AFTER ONE YEAR -.- LOL.
anw anw, went to uncle's hse later on.
saw the fireworks. SUPERR nice ok !
haha, but i gave up trying to take a pic of it.
cos the hp's cam so blurrr ;[
then then ate dinner & went back hse to watch youtube videos with relatives & family.
hahahahaa. superr cute , cos we laughed like crazy .
esp for the 'no pork' video ? LOL. that is like lmao-ing.
hahahaha. then like sunday morning my family & i went to kfc to eat.
my dad NAGGGGG at me for like an hour about the chicken LUH.
like wth. LOL. i was eating & there he was probing on & on about the chicken being unhealthy.
-.- hahaha. ok whatever ~ ;d
then quarrelled with them , cos they're superr irritatin lah.
grrrrr , WHATEVER ~ ;p
& YA MY DAD'S HOME , SO WELL ..

GOOOOODBYE !
;d

HELLO ;D

went to celebrate my les A's bday.
at PIZZA HUT. hahahaha.
her relatives are damn friendly luh.
;]]] hahaha. then we ate like 3 pans of pizzas !!
lol. so horrifying thinking about it. ;p
then like we talked about so many many stuffs.
hahahhaa , & played alot of games.
primary school games ;] haha.
meow came afterwards and started eating.
anw, sang happy bday song to les A and we started taking photos.
lol. then then , we played & laughed so loudly in pizza hut lah.
i think they wont welcome us next time =/ haha.
then after that meow came and joined in the fun .
hehe ;d so like we went wm later on & stood at the esclator there & started playing again.
hahahahha. stupid , but yea, FUN ;]
;p so like , i want to say smth ..

' why are people so contradicting ?
saying one thing now , and another thing later .
like hello ? i don understand whats this about.
i can swear , like really swear im telling the truth.
up to you whether to believe anot.
& yes , you people are really _______
ming ming shuo le zhe xie hua , then ends up it becomes my fault when you didnt hear it.
im so tired of it.

& I HATE F&N .
F. OFF ! >(
pissed off now.
CW PART B IS OVER & FAILED .
WHATEVER ~

BOOOO ;D

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played runescape awhile luh.
waa lau , runescape is SUPERR unfriendly lah.
stupid people -.-
talk to them like talk to wall like that.
kukujiao. i go play maple awhile ;pp lol.

lol. i forgot smth ;]
let me tell you ok .
quail egg = AN QUAN DAN ok ?
LOL ! ' chi le an quan dan , wo jue de hen an quan '
hahahhaha. stupid i know.
but , being stupid ISNT wrong right. hehehe.
then funny thing is , when i was in the canteen.
hexian suddenly 'an quan dan' me.
LOL ! like wth , he heard me ah =/ hahaha.
my voice must be loud. heh ! ;]
ok lah, gtg le ;d

goodbye !

HELLO ;]

i downloaded photoshop CS3 ytd.
hahahha . trial only.
but yea , it keeps me ENTERTAINED !
better than doing nothing at home.
lol. so i went on doing & doing & doing.
but the brushes cant be used =/
ANW, MEOW ! lol. i wanna borrow the cd & my maths BOOK.
LOL. ;] i want to play runescape.
sudden crave. ;D lol. gf isnt done yet.
don know what she doing. hahahaha.
maybe she's bathing ? but uh , she didnt reply me ?
so like i don know what time we're meeting .
im hungry, so like , im going off to play runescape now.
hehehehehehe.

BYE ;D

HELLO ;D

im so bored now , so yea , here's the second post ;p
hehe. went to jurong entertainment with family to eat just now.
lol. superr nice luh. ;d
then like my dad was superr &%$#!
kukukuku. he scolded me cos i bought an extra plate of rice.
wth ~ 50 cents only luh.
even said i purposely buy extra , like FOR WHAT hor ?
-.- lame. lol. anw , later was ok.
so like i still think SHI SHANG ZHI YOU MAMA HAO ;]
mummy's the BEST ;]
she helped me argued with my dad. lol. ;pp
bought answer keys for my tys .
yay , & tmr will be studying day for les A , meow & i.
lol. i shall study hard !
i promise myself that i MUST MUST ( i don noe how ) get B4 for my comb. sci.
;d betterr support me OK ! ;D
hahahahahahaha . ok lah.
i gtg already ;] SLEEP SLEEP ;D

BYE ! ;D

/ i was already trying my best since then.
but i was never able to do it. never.
broken , & hardly any chance of making it perfect anymore.
it IS disfigured once /

HELLO ;]

changed blogskin & i so loved it ;d
hehe. today had hell lessons.
mock paper for physics , then 2 english. RECESS ;] , 1 chem & straight 4 MATH ;[
superrr tired ok. did 2005 paper.
& i had like alot of mistakes luh. =/
sadddd. then meow never come today again.
didnt manage to pass her the card & her spiderman cd.
lol. so like my appetite is SUPERR big nowadays.
help me please ? ): i don want to grow FAT -.-
lol. darlings said it was PMS. stupid.
make me fat & i'll hate you forever. ;p
anw sis saw him ytd. hahaha.
superr long never see him already uh.
maybe he's grown fatter =X OR fitter . LOL.
MAYBE ~ hahaha. i want to passsss my o lvl with flying colours.
can you help me ? i seriously would need help. ;d
hehe. or else i would have to treat NG YIWEN !
or well , she'll have to treat me . LOL. ;]
we shall see ok. ;] give me 15 points & i'll be the most happiest person on earth.
give me anything less , i'll die of happiness ;DD LOL.
im so bored now. im getting bored of msn.
whats the use anw. lol. homeworks piling up. esp chem =X
haha. & well , revision not yet started .
then i was telling jody if only a day has 48 hours.
i would sleep for 24 hours & study for 24 hours. LOL.
she don believe me =/ haha.
maybe study the television or the comp , I REALLY DON MIND ;]
hahahaha . ok luh. i've gotta go. so ..

GOODBYE ;D

HELLO !

such a weird thing.
i went to your blog , i saw the words , & my heart sank.
it wasnt supposed to. but well, it did.
guess deep down there, i haven really did my part of forgetting you.
what can i do ? it was my fault.
&people, pretty please cherish those whom you love & never , ever letting go ;d
went to mac with family this morning. lol.
then superrr funny ok.
cos mum was telling us about her past.
& there's this sentence that she told us, it made my sis & i went lmao-ing all over. LOL.
its like this -

mum : i've liked this guy last time but he had no education, therefore when he wished HAPPY BIRTHDAY, he said it as HAPPY NEW YEAR !

like LOL ? hahaha . i'll really laugh until i die if i ever met someone NORMAL like him.
hahahaha. ok lah. sorry mum =X LOL.
then like talked about my great great , er no , i think its great grandmother.
like superr fierce one lah. lol.
she don let my mum & my aunts have any soft drinks.
& she'll take like a broom to chase my great grandfather whom i did not have any chance to see. lol. cos he like , smoke opium.
OMG , it's so history. haha.
so ya we were all laughing so much.
' at least this look like a complete family i once yearn for ' ;d
went to grandma hse later on & did alittle of the homework.
cousin came & we talked & talked about her trip to HONGKONG.
I WANNA GO TOO =/ LOL.
& so i ignored my homeworks. =X lol.
have no intention of doing it anw. hehe ;d
so like im home & maybe i'll be sleeping soon ?
hahahhaa. i love my darlings ;]

GOODBYE !
& for once , i'll promise to hate you ;d

HELLO ! ;]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY , MEOW ! ;D

ytd was 20072007 !
so cool hor. hahaha.
went out to celebrate meow's bday.
then like before that waited for an hour plus for the f&n students whom teacher wanted to see.
took a freaking long time. lol.
then saw daddy , & the same words came out.
LOL. everytime say i xiang bu kai. lol.
can you believe he actually doesnt recognise me !?! LOL.
bad daddy lah =/
then sat at the bball court and chatted. haha.
so after they were done , we went to take the mrt to cwp
laughed like crazy women in the mrt & played the zhong ji mi ma.
hahahaha. wanted to play at seoul garden.
but i guess everyone's busy eating to even rmb, even me =X LOL.
then we just keep taking & taking the food.
& chou even had cramp in her fingers when she was scooping the ice cream.
HAHAHAHAHA. so kuku lah she.
then i went to mix the drinks together.
lucky never stomach ache. haha.
we toook alot of photos luh. & im lazy to upload it. lol. =X
maybe shall upload the kuku potrait when meow sends me
hahaha. then walked around and mrt-ed home.
reached home , used the comp & watched spiderman 3.
waa lau , cant believe i actually fell asleep =X
LOL. but awhile only lah. haha.
then woke up superrrrrr early today.
went to eat breakfast & went shop&save with mum.
while walking to shop&save.
saw one choujidan who COULDN recognise me.
LOL. he called me & confirmed that was me.
eh waa lau , still say he preferred my last time hairstyle.
lol. cut already mah, what he want me to do leh. lol.
then went into shop&save , & was so shocked to see another choujidan.
lol. then he oso another one.
msged me to ask if it was me !?!
very hard to recognise me meh ? lol. so kuku lah.
then he orbi , hahaha. push the thing then don know how to push.
end up hit the basket =X HAHAHA.
=X shhhhhh , ok lah i gtg . hehe.

GOODBYE ! ;p
wo ai ni , ai zhe ni .. ;D

im so moodless now. -.-
some pig says its pms.
no , i don think so.
oh well, maybe it is.
i just felt like blogging a moment ago.
but i don feel like blogging now.
totally no appetite lah ok ?
maybe i should just fail everything .
im so TIRED ..

HELLO !

lol. today was listening compre for o lvls.
just so ' great ' that i even forgot bout it.
therefore , i didnt even brought my ic.
lol. went home with gf to find it, toook like half an hr finding it
haha , thanks to my ever wonderful mum -.-
then was sweating like hell lah.
somemore waited for the 176 bus for damn damn long .
lol. then gf panic-ed. hai me oso panic luh. ;p
hahaha. then took the bus & went to sch wait for chou.
then end up waited for les A too.
then like mr low asked us to get out of the school ?
LOL. i think he thought that we were sec 3 ;pppp hahaha.
then rushed up and realised that we were .. NOT LATE ;]
haha. then chatted awhile & went into the venue.
& like the radio's like playing some classical music.
so this kenlim went to say its like funeral.
LOL. so please remind me to play this for him next time !
HAHA. jk ! ;] then played on & on for like 20 mins ?
started at 3 and ended at 3.30. lol.
then was super hot , like HOTTTT !
SUPERRRRRR -.- lol.
i was sweating like a pig =/ but NO im not one.
hahahha. went to KFC & ATE ZINGOOOO .
YAY. i miss you , KFC ! LOL.
so like we sat at the window there & gf keep looking out , looking for familiar faces.
then ate and ate and walked and walked !
came back home & quickly did the DPA thing. HENG , still got time ;]
lol. & now im done , so , im off ! ;]
i had a great time with my darlings today ;D
i love them alotalot ;] MISSES ! ;D
& OMG ! I WALKED PAST HIM ON SATURDAY .
LIKE MAYBE 0.1 CM ONLY OK !
HAHAHHAHAHA , ok im officially crazy.
BUT I STILL LOVE _ _ _ _ _ ! ;]

GOODBYE !
sometimes i'll just smile when i think of our memories ..

HELLLLO ! ;]

haha , having muscle ache now.
thanks to ytd's pe.
played badminton with kenlim, hexian and les a.
lol. played until my hand pain luh.
then we changed alot of places lah.
like from the carpark to parade square to bball court and then to gym.
cos got the lightning risk alert. hahaha.
then paired with kenlim , he hor , hit very hard de leh =/
somemore very lazy . HAHAHA . =X jkjk
then had recess and that stupid gary poke my head .
kuku ! lol. & & the guys very qian bian leh.
they collected the cans and said i want it.
then the uncle look so fierce =X LOL.
then songhua still say my mum wants it.
QIAN BIAN !! then after that i just took the few cans and give it to the uncle.
felt so bad uh. then end up i took like 7 cans and wash it.
hahaha. then that kenho, tell him i want le,
he still take the can soak in the soup O.O
hai wo wash like crazy. LOL.
went up for assembly & realised that its coach david.
talked about time management & went up to class for f&n
after school les a came to my hse.
suppposedly do hw, but ended up watching just follow law.
but well , i did like , one poa qn ?
as in , i cant balance it , and she helped me balance ! ;]
hahaaha , yay , wo ai ni ;D
then ate at my hse and she went off at 5 plus.
used comp till 6 plus & mum told me dad fractured his arm.
like O.O i was so shocked lah.
rushed to alexandra hospital & was so glad he's alright ;D
hahaha. & slept on the way home .
was so tired uh. then some pig called me fat pig.
qian bian one =/ lol.
went to sleep after that & YIWEN'S NOT COMING TODAY.
LOL . she just woke up uh.
& i wanna watch harry potter next sat with yiwen.
shall ask her later ;p
going tuition later on . feeling so sian .
but yet excited ! heh heh , i wish i knew you ! ;]

loves ! ;]
you'll never be replaced. :D

im very happy , please don ask me why.
im so happy that i don feel like blogging.
hahahaha , so gooooodbye ! ;]
wo ai ni ;]

F. stupid nowadays.

firstly had a quarrel with my dad.
then my hp was confiscated .
like wtf lah can ?
stupid people -.-
& now he's in hospital.
like how bad can life get .
i really don noe how earth is turning ?
maybe it turned the opposite way instead.
thats why everything's going wrong for me.
i have so many hw .
but yet i have SIMPLY NO TIME.
gotta go hos later. whatever ~

HELLO ;]

've been so lazy to blog nowadays =X
lol. anw , i've cut my hair already ! ;]]]]]]]
YAY ? hahahha. ok lah.
quite ok with the hairstyle , alittle short though ?
hahahha. nvm. IT'LL GROW , RIGHT ? ;D
mdm chan & mr tan asked about my hair.
yay ;] so happppppy ! ;d hehehehe.
then gf went to cut hair ytd. lol.
nice oso luh. ;] went to eat roti prata too .
lol. meow & gf had milo gorzilla & horlick dinosaur
LOOOOOOL ! damn funny lah.
omg , eh sian i don noe what to blog already.
going out sooon with my kuku darlings .
to celebrate chou's bday ;]
hehe.

GOOODBYE ;]
think about how you promised me forever.

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO ! ;]

hahaha. just came back from a stay at intercontinental hotel.
so nice lah ok the hotel. its like , the twice the size of my bedroom can.
damn damn big. ENORMOUS ;P hahahha.
later i show you the photos ;] lol.
anyways, went there to shop with mum & sis.
& i finally bought my bag lahhhhhh can anot . hahaha.
so happy. its the one i've been looking for so long.
18 bucks uh. so quite cheap ;p lol. bought a mickey&minnie mirror and a pouch from wallet shop.
lol. im quite a spendthrift hor ;ppp lol.
bought 3 stuffs and im already very satisfied.
first time my mum SO generous can ;]
LOL. ok , then went pn shopping and i cant find any jeans.
er , as in , no jeans caught my eye ;[ sad hor.
lol. then went back hotel to have dinner .
then hor then hor , my sis & i stayed till 11 to watch the toy show.
quite scary lah. but silly oso . lol.
was so tired that i fell asleep immediately after the show =X LOL.
woke up at 8 plus & had breakfast cos dad was going to work.
went back hotel to wait for cousin & took some photos . hahaha.
& I STILL DON NOE IF I SHOULD CUT MY HAIR ? ): HOW ?
lol. anyways .. cousin came & we slacked away before going down to eat buffet lunch.
& i tell you , it was SO NOT NICE lah.
the pastas i mean. totally not my type. so i didnt eat much of that.

& i felt so low class lah. cos there's really alot of high class people luh.

then i feel so inferior. =X LOL.
haha. ate cakes and stufffs . SO FATTENING OK =/
& the guy's super cute. hahahhaa.
my sis thinks he's cute too. so she keep geh geh go there take cake.
but actually want to see him only uh ! hahahaha.
ok enough of it , in case meow says im hua chi ;pppp LOL.
took some pics of the buffet place and ate like siao ( the cakes )
lol. after that went to shop around and came home.
hahahhha. so tired luh. i miss the hotel BED ! ;]

loves ! ;]
images flashes through my mind ;D

PICTURES ! ;]

i bought these & im happy ;]

the hotel room ! ;]

the TV ;]

the very high class restaurant - so high class until shorts are not allowed -.-

LAUGH AT MY SIS ! ;DDD LOL !

a super cute guy did this ! hahaha. ;D

the very nice restaurant , high class ! ;]