Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Instagram #6 + Linecamapp!

One picture post for you in case i don't blog for the next few days, haha!







Very lazy to type anymore hahahahahaha hope you're not sick of my face yet :P Goodnight <3

Monday, May 21, 2012

Mirror on the wall, here we are again...

Finished with the 600-word film review and the 400-word journal entry for this week! All that's left is the PR blog this friday and some researching + reading up on the upcoming 1,500-word essay on the organizational/operational structure of a print industry and a 1,000-word essay on privacy...... Yup okay can hahahahaha. I have two more weeks to finish up 2,500 words, shldn't be a problem right? :)

Anyway, I don't know if i shld be posting all those crappy thoughts onto this blog cause i'm afraid... what if one day someone sees it, and tells him or.... what if he sees this himself.... My pride and ego will just go down the drain, lol. Okay la wtv, not so unlucky right?? Anyway, if he ever sees this, well.... i don't know haha. Will deal with it when the time comes.

And i know i shldn't be acting like how i was the previous post, i really shldn't. Because i don't have the right to be. From now on, i shall not be upset over such issues. At the very most, i shall be upset at myself for the fact that i'm still not moving on. I'll not blame him for any other stuffs because i know deep down, it's really not his fault. I trust that he didn't do that on purpose, and i believe that the feelings we had were real... At least at that point of time. Not anymore tho :'( But deep down, there'll always be him somewhere inside my heart, even if it's a tiny space. It's special, he is, what we had. Even tho i'd said my trust in him is broken, but i still can't bring myself to blame him. I still believe in him. I guess i can really understand what it means when people say that there's just this certain person whom you will go back to, time after time, heartbreak after heartbreak, and you don't even know why. Although it didn't happen to me, cause there isn't a time after time, there isn't a heartbreak after heartbreak, it only happened once... But once is enough, i know that wtv the future holds for us, for me, for him, if there ever comes a day when we'll get another chance, i'll still choose him, no doubt about that. But i guess this isn't gna happen anytime soon, so i shall tidy up my feelings and tuck them safe inside, somewhere.

I feel likea man now, haha okay random. Sorry i promised a happy post but here i am, blogging about my thoughts and feelings again. :( I'll try to be a happier girl, so i can take happier pictures and blog happier posts :)

Saturday, May 19, 2012

TUMBLR #1

I don't know how many tumblr posts i've published before alr, so i'll just start from #1 now... Anyway i've been feeling quite upset since ytd cause i saw this person, twice. And at this place that i'll never thought i'll see him at. Another yogurt shop.... Okay can. I know i'm probably reading too much into this right now, but i can't help it... Doesn't it remind you of me? Am i really that easy to replace? :( 

But then i also know that i'm being unreasonable now because on one hand, it's really ridiculous to insist that he shouldn't replace me so easily (or i just don't wna be easily replaced) and on the other, this is life. This is reality. I'm stuck. I don't know what is moving on anymore. Have i moved on, at all? 

And not to mention, i fucking saw a dick-flapping flasher under my block ytd. Fucking suay really. I was so scared he was gna run into the lift with a knife or smth but thank god he didn't. And luckily my sister was with me... Srsly, i have a scissors i swear if i have the guts, i'd have cut his dick off. See how he flaps it next time!!! Right okay, i promise a happier post next k? :)











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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Family

Favourite picture~


                    Some of the gifs that we did when we were over at uncle's place for Mother's Day celebration. 



Hahahaha, and the following one which she doesn't want it up but i really think it's quite funny and funny things must be shared right? :P hehe. Anyway pls look at the tiny crumb she dropped ON MY HAND gross girl haha. Okay i gtg so sleepy~ Skipped tutorial today cause this yiwen cldn't wake up on time and it was raining so badly (excuses :P)

K bye.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Instagram #5

Sorry, have been busy the past few days since school has started :'( Gna post a few pictures from my instagram k? :)







HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST KELIN! :*


Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Avengers + Battleship

I CAUGHT AVENGERS YTD WOOOOO!!!! ON. THE. DAY. ITSELF. HAHAHA. Okay sorry i just wna haolian abit :P Tho i'm sure most of you also caught it ytd too haha. Anyway i love love love Captain America aka Chris Evans~ Helloooooooo!!!!! And Taylor Kitsch omg i couldn't stop staring at him the moment he appeared! Oh btw i caught Battleship in Genting and it was only 13RM, quite cheap right hehe. Yup so.... CHRIS EVANS AND TAYLOR KITSCH. Hahahahahaha. Can't stop ogling at them why they so perfect <3 Haha i can type so much when i'm on my fangirl mode huh... yup i just realized i can hehe ;)




LOOK AT HIS HOT BOD ME WANT TO JUST LIE ON IT HAHA.

Anyway, went to celebrate cousin's birthday @Sushi Teh ytd and caught Avengers (as i'd mentioned) at 1240AM. Ended the movie at 3AM and went home straight to KO. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR. :)

Okay, and the rest of the miscellaneous pictures will be up next haha.

#OOTD (Sorry i still think i'm fat #foreverlikethis)



Hahahahaha my sister so cute eh why ah? <3 Okay abrupt end to this lol buhbye!