HELLO HELLO(:

ehehe . i wonder what happened ytd ? o.O
everything just seems so .. DEAD ?
why huh ? =X haha . went to my grandma hse .
and there was TOTAL SILENCE.
think everyone was tired ? haha .
all panda eyes . lols. xD

anways . today . shengyi asked miie stuffs(:
and THAT made miie moody):
but that crappy FISHMAN & andy.
keep crappping . cos they're crappy xD
ohkays its craps . =X
AND AND . aunty chua(: HAHA

had poa test just now.
then b4 that . i was studying with fishman.
i asked him " how to noe where to credit & where to debit "
noe what he said ?
" SEE THE WIND !! "
LOLS. i laugh until i peng can . =D
so if the wind's blowing east . its credit .
and blah blah . CRAPS . xD haha .
then we studied so hard . end up .
the actual test is TOMORROW . AHHHHH . =X
fishman's going crazy at that time .
scarly he got top . LOLS xD
AND HE BOUGHT NEW BAG OHKAYS !!
=X zinc one . haha . sling bag somemore .
NOT BAD ARH . xD EHEH .

and and . REMEMBER HE OWES MIIE SUMMER RAIN.
plus my BIRTHDAY PRESENT .
haha . although its still a long way to go .
BUTBUT . just rmb he owes miie(: HAHA .
he says he wants to go value shop buy for miie .
i shall SMACK him if he really does ohkays xD
haha . i demand 100 ten cents instead of 100 one cents from him .
=D ELSE .. i shall have him for dinner . HEH xD


STOP SAYING IM LONELY .
IM NOT OHKAYS .
SO WHAT IF YOO'VE GOT THEM AROUND YOO .
BIG DEAL !!


Goodbyes
smiles(:


I HATE YOO(:

i wish i could have THIS ;;

a heart ;
as cold as ice ;
as hard as steel ;
doesnt noe such a word like feelings;
not even the strongest fire can melt it(:

wouldnt it be great if i could have that ?
haha. then i'll be icewoman(:

when i grow up . i want to be a scientist(:
becos then i can invent a love potion.
a potion that is specially meant for females.
a potion that is able to make one forget HEARTACHES
so that SHE can have a brand new life ahead .
without even turning back or remembering what-so-ever things. =D
ohkays.i shall aim for that . haha.

and and . i shall invent a time machine
that is able to turn back time(:
so that i can turn back time whenever i wish to . xD

and and and . something that can freezes time(:
so that i'll freeze any moment if i want(:

IF i could have this THREE stuffs .
i'll really be contented . serious(: lols.
being a scientist really is such a GREAT thing. xD HAHA

HELLO HELLO(:

ehehe . i had mac breakfast for this morning.
and steamboat for dinner . LOLS =D
yesyes(: ( someone jealous arh =X ) lols.
anyways . today i talked to him again(:
i said i would forget him RIGHTS !! =D
well . his comp sot sot one .
but cant blame lahs horhs .
LIKE PIG* LIKE COMP(:
hahaha . =X

my younger cousin's coming my hse stay today .
and we went to fetch her at kovan . ( DAMN . I HATE KOVAN): )
lols. then my mammy & aunt decided to go eat steamboat at marina .
ohh . btw . my mammy ACCIDENTALLY called him today .
cos she wanted to call my cousin . then end up calling him
ans she only told miie after he called back . LOLS xD
cute huh my mammy. =X lols.
anyways . i msged him & apologised(:
im so nice(: lalalas ~

and and . we sat a bus to that place.
so i told my cousin . we ma chiam sit school bus like that .
HAHA xD then when we reached there horhs .
THERE WERE SIMPLY LOTS OF DELICIOUS FOOD THAT HAD MIIE DROOLING(:
lols. so we quickly settled on a place . and i chiong to get the food =D

but NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.
the food tasted quite horrible =X OOPS .
maybe it was becos my cousin cooked them .
xD but but . it wasnt as nice as i thot it would be .
lols. AND GUESS WHAT .
that pig told miie he's oso eaating steamboat at marina.
but i thot marina HAD SO MANY STEAMBOAT RESTAURANTS RIGHT(:
in the end . when i went to take my second round.
i saw lixian, xian qiang and gary . -.-
they didnt saw miie btw . HEH HEH .
BUT i think jinghan saw miie :S
i was SUPERLY paiseh luh =X
i wish i was dead at that time . -.-
lols. never mind lahs like this .
MY SIS KEPT SUANING MIIE .
and she keep looking at them . EHHHHHHHHH . =X
haha . i think i scared xianqiang . =X EHEHE
by the look on his face . lols.


GOODBYES
smile like nobody cares(:
lalalas ~

HELLO HELLO x)

TODAY , i got scolded by mrs low .
GRRRR . cos i didnt finish my summary
but but . last few sentences nia . then she scold .
AHHHHHHHHHHHH .

anyways . assembly had the hip hop thingy.
IT WAS SUPERB OHKAYS. damn* nice luh(:
hahahaha . esp that guy .. WOOOHOOO ~ =D

physics was CHAOS again . -.-
cant stand it luh . always want to concentrate.
end up kena kicked/pushed by that FISHMAN .
DARNN . =X LOLS.
I HAD MY REVENGE THIS MORNING . YESYES(:
cos cos. english lesson that fishman went to sit at mel's seat.
which is in front of miie lahs .
HEHE !! =D then every now and then .
i would KICKED & PUSHED the chair .
HAHAHAH . serve him right . who ask him bully miie so many times.
LOLS. then he bully miie back -.- nvm .
haha . ONE DAY(:

well . then after school . peiyun & ii went koufu eat .
haha . we had so much time luh =D
lalalas ~ anyways . after that we went comic connections.
and bought that cute little fork and spoon .
she took the fork and i took the spoon . haha
then we went library. LIBRARY LEHS(:
ehehehe . nice nice . and we SAW OUR PURPLE BOOK !!
PURPLE BOOK . weewooweet(:
( HORHS PEIYUN . OUR PURPLE BOOOOK )
HEHEHE. then we were like giggling so much in the library(:

THEN HORHS . SOMEONE called miie.
and said he's from police station .
AND that i da qiang !! GRRRRRRR .
so he kept asking miie where am i all that .
then of cos i kena shocked and some more i in library sia .
so i just GUPT HIS PHONE . =X HAHAH
then he called back again .. and he keep saying he's the police.
cos i kept asking who is he . and he kept asking miie where am i ?
-.- AHHHHHHHHHHHH .
was so shocked luh . THEN HORHS .
awhile later . i realised he sounded like SENGHONG !!
damn it . then i was like " ni shi senghong horhs "
and i said like thousands of times before he admitted he is.
( that librarian said i cant use the phone btw . )
HAHA . so peiyun and ii went out the library.
and i called him back. lols.
HE HAS BECOME VERY BUAYBA ANYWAYS . =X
LOLS. keep saying he shuaii o.O
hahaha . and that he's the secret society police . xD
BLUFFFF =X lols. HE'S A DOTA FREAK OSO .
GRRRRRRRRRRRR. WHY ? o.O lols.
nice arh ? haha . he cant take jokes de ANYWAYS !!
HORHS SENGHONG !! BLEAHS XP haha
he still says im short . WHAT LORHS . like i want de xD
not my fault that i cant grow taller like YOUR DO . =D
(psst . who wants to rape yoo btw . uluhh . buayba PIG * HAHAHA)
nonon . he's a COW* =D eheheh . BIG BULLY . lols
scold miie pig . BLEAHS . XP haha.
then he said he shuaii right. so i said i want to vomit .
BUT IM JOKING . AND HE NOES IT .
HOWEVER !! he still bullies miie. AHHHHHHHH .
lols. nvm . i'll get my chance sooner or later . =X LOLS.

*yoo gave miie hope ONCE AGAIN.
to be able to forget him .
why is it the feelings always on off ?
i don get it ? perhaps i'll never get what yoo mean ?
once in a while . yoo call miie .
and that brought miie a ray of hope(:
thanks a lot . =D

GOODBYES
smiles(:

thanks alot for making miie really smile ONCE AGAIN . =D

HELLO HELLO x)

damn it . so freaking moody this morning.
got scolded THREE freaking times today !!
well . was almost late today . THANKS TO MEL =D
like only a few mins after we stepped into the sch
they closed the gate .
PHEW !! =X haha

first period . we went com lab and it was like damn cold inside
pris & ii shivering . haha .
then end of the period. her mood suddenly changed into thunderstorm.
=D then she scolded us . =X AHHHHHHHHHHHH .
and there's no F&N test luh.
and and , the night before. i was gan-ing like siao can .
GRRRRR . =X lols.

AND . we've got scolded by mdm khong.
cos we stayed in class .
and someone SABO our class luh ( i think ) =X
lols. scary lahs . cos i was eating corntos . HAHA !!

then history lesson we went to watch some videos
pretty interesting in the beginning.
but ending part . many were dozng off le . =X
LOLS. i almost slept . ALMOST >.<
social studies we had test . and i didnt really studied.
so i just took a glance and TRIED MY BEST(:
lalalas ~ =D and had f&n supp class at 2.30 -.-
AHHHHHHHHHHHH . can i die ?
all these are taking away my life bit by bit___ sians.

when i walked into the library .
TADA . those memories were back .
ARGGHH .. i hate remembering them.
cos they brought miie nothing but pain in my heart .
i didnt want to rmb them . but they just came flowing back .
EVIL RIGHT =X haiiya .
i remembered the holidays .. the place we sat during maths ..
and . where yoo stood the other time .
all these are still fresh in my memory .
and i've been praying so hard to let miie forget them .
but it just wouldnt GO .. ):
JUST every little thing reminds miie of YOU*
even a library . WHAT CAN I DO ? ):
WHY IS THIS SO ? i wonder when .. >.< *

GOODBYES
smiles(:
HEHE .

yiwen . when are we going out again ? I MISS YOU(:

HELLO HELLO(:

hehe . TODAY HAD CHEMISTRY TEST LUH !!
mrs chua still say tomorrow . ): i didnt study as expected .
only rmbed what i've learnt . and mel used her common sense.
do i have that ? o.O haha .
POA teacher didnt come):

WELL ! THAT BIG FAT FISHMAN BEHIND.
SELF ENTERTAIN HIMSELF one.
but im dumb to be entertained by him in the end. =X
haha . who ask him so DUMB . DUMBSTER . =X LOLS
he called miie a lamester . whatever . eheheh .

and horhs . i ask someone* help miie bring chopper .
HE SAYS HE'S LAZY . SEE SEE (only one such person exists) =X haha.
he's SIDING WITH THAT FISHMAN luh !! xD
SO i cant chopped off fishman's leg and he continued to bulllllyy miie.
lols. and he say i wang ba dan. chou ji dan.
THINK I DON NOE.
still say what uniform speed arh . BLUFF . XD
and when im trying to concentrate. he PUSHED and KICKED my chair.
SUCH A MEANIE . =X HAHA
NEVERMIND . ONE DAY !! i shall kope from F&N room.
HEHEH . =D then his legs will be my dinner for that day
YUMYUM(:

physics test . i totally don noe how to do ?
like i only knew the temperature thingy. haha .
sad . im failing two tests in a day luh . xD
and i thot maths was two periods.
then when ms chong asked us stand to greet her goodbyes.
I WAS SHOCKED o.O lols.
nvm . i COMPLETED MY CHINESE WS LEHS(:
such a miracle right . i DID lorhs . EHEHE .
but i played true& dare with THEM again .
haha . so funny. then that FISHMAN bully miie again.
everytime the scissors point miie . he'll LAUGH .
those evil laughter ohkays . MEAN =X haha .
NVM . we had fun too(: lalalas ~
thanks to them . my day ended quickly & without worries(:

went to eat kfc with mel & she came my hse.
such a long time since she came le . haha.
then we talked about ..
MY HEART CHOCOLATES & HER STRAW HEARTS =D
HEHEHE . such nice memories(:
i've never regretted rmbing them.
im sure mel's thinking the same as miie huh(:
lalalas ~ sians sians(:

yesterday will be my last time crying over him. i hope so =X
haha . well . his business will not be mine now and ever(:
i sincerely give yoo two my blessings =D
( i noe i've said many times already ) HAHA .

GOODBYES
smile(:

HELLO HELLO x)

today was super duper sian .
ss had a quiz AND I DON NOE ANYTHING CAN ? O.o
LOLS. i didnt even noe luh . HOW CAN ? haha
we played true and dare again . lalalas ~

recess was in class. learning f&n . got POP QUIZ(:
haha . then i was seriously very forgetful today .
LOLS. cos i wanted to say smth to peiyun.
but then i saw the word EGG and i TOTALLY forget what i wanna say . =X
HAHA . and cme lesson.
we watched the after school disc again !!
WE WATCHED LIKE 5-6 TIMES LE LEHS .
EHEHE . FATE(: =D

anyways . im talking to mel on the phone now.
and talking to my lovely HEE in msn(:
mel's DI-SIAOING miie . AHHH . =X
she said HI anyways . lols. IGNORE HER xD
HAHAHAHA .
I LOVE YOO HEE(:

and and . i SWEAR* i'll bring a chopper form my hse.
AND cut off fisherman's legs .
they are SO IRRITATING can !! hahaha .
really lahs . KEEP kicking my chair de . =X aha.

f&n practical we cooked fried rice .
abit yucky . haha .
but im satisfied lahs(: HEH
nicenice(: =X

after school went to eat with aihua & peiyun to eat ROTI PRATA =D
then went westmall with peiyun(:
and saw him*. with several of his friends.
HAHA . blur him. =X

* i thot it over for sometime.
i wasnt that hurt as last time anymore(:
WHICH IS A GOOD THING . HAHA
i give yoo two my blessings . lalalas ~

then peiyun & ii promised to go back wm to buy things together .
HEHE . so cute . must start SAVING MONEY . AHH . stress .
LOLS.

GOODBYES.
smile(:

i hope yoo wont break her heart(:
ELSE I'LL COME FIND YOO(: CHOP CHOP yoo into peices =D

# WHAT IS TRUST ACTUALLY ?
# how do YOU* define trust ?
# how do yoo OBTAIN TRUST from people ?
# once trust is betrayed , wont yoo ever get it back ?
# is it so easy to betray one's trust ?
and finally . the only one thought that i noe i will never get the answer.
# * ARE YOO THAT WEAK ?
some other people are much worse than yoo .
but they managed to still stand up bravely.
but what about yoo ? o.O

these are the thoughts that flow through my mind MANY A TIMES.
im still thinking of the answers .
till now i still haven figure out the answer.


all those THINGS that yoo've said .
ALL THOSE ARE BULLSHITS !!
AHHHHH . FCUK !
I WILL NEVER EVER TRUST YOO ANYMORE.
mark my words. NEVER* ): BIATCH(:

unless .. i DON NOE ):
WHATEVER(:

HELLO HELLO x)

i had STOMACHACHE this morning.
just becos of a bite of egg tart . =X
lols . ms chong asked miie out and talked to miie for a min ?
o.O haha . she said my maths DROP DROP DROP !!
AHHHH . HOW COME ? =X
die die . been slacking so long already. xD
;; don be bothered by the past anymore.
whats past is past . no point thinking about it anymore(: ;;
these sentences can be applied to MANY* THINGS(:
ehehe . =D

then chemistry . teacher chant & chant again.
about our behaviour in class.
well . i guess its true lahs. =X haha .
we'll TRY to change. =D lols.
then english lesson, that FISHERMAN* crap again.
SO MUCH can. so QIAN BIAN* !! hahaha . xD
lols. then we were like arguing over a particular word.
CONFIRM . spelled like this right !! lols.
then that fisherman* insisted that its spelled as COMFIRM.
LOLS. xD singlish LUH . HAHAH . =D
then we asked safiee, shilei, andy, priscilla, mel, jerrold and kenneth ho .
some AGREED it was CONFIRM.
others AGREED it was COMFIRM.
LOLS. chaos lahs . then i was over-reacting. =X aha .
cos i was quite sure it was spelled as CONFIRM instead of COMFIRM.
then alot of people like andy, shilei, priscilla, FISHERMAN* & kenneth ho.
they agreed it was COMFIRM . HAHA .
we're weird people . lols.
then FINALLY teacher said it was CONFIRM(:
HEHEHE . =D
anyways . we were laughing so much ..
well. maybe I was THE ONE who was laughing. xD

and and . i PASSED MY MATHS TEST LUH .
it was A MIRACLE. cos i thot i would fail.
but i was very tyco . aihua oso . xD ehehe .
then ms chong scolded us again):
her words are ever so encouraging(:
i PROMISE i will make her proud. HEH . =D
and mr tan scolded us again .
we're constantly getting scolded. ):
haha . anyways.

I HATE YOU* can i ? pretty pls ?
yoo've seriously gone way too far.
when will yoo stop ? like duh . stop flirting lahs.
sometimes yoo made miie feel good with yoo.
BUT sometimes yoo made miie feel like like ..
SMACKING yoo so hard even your mammy cannot recognise yoo !!
OH GOD . can someone save miie from this ? ):
everytime i tried to ignore it .
it'll just appear right in front of miie . WHATEVER .
i seriously hope yoo can stop all those actions.
it wont make anyone fall in love with yoo . understand ?

GOODBYES
no matter what . yoo're always be in my heart(:
smiles(:

I TURNED AND WALKED AWAY
I COULD NOT HIDE THE TEARS THAT WERE TRICKLING DOWN MY FACE.
I WAS TOO IMPATIENT
I SAID I WOULD GET OVER YOU
BUT I WANTED TO KEEP PART OF YOU WITH ME .



ehehe . nice right.
got it from some song . lols
but the rest i couldnt find.
anyways . these sentences are enough already
enough to express my feelings(:
haha .

ANYWAYS.

JESSICA . I LOVE YOO(:
MY LOVELY HEE =D

HELLO HELLO(:

had to wake up early in the morning.
to CUT MY HAIR* ahah . =D is this your so-called fate(: ?
reach that place at around 10 .
and i only got to cut at 11 plus like that.
lols. super long rights. xD
anyways . i was playing with that aunty's son.
( we're in a apartment, just in case yoo don noe )
ehehe . his name's da da(:
cute right ? OMG. haha .
then he'll always " jiejie bao wo " XD
SUPER DUPER CUTE
I LOVE HIM CAN(: lalalas ~
haha. and and he'll make the straws drop on the floor.
then he'll say dirty and then ..
I WOULD HAVE TO CARRY HIM TO WASH. =D
LOLS. very cute lehs he .
some more when my sis just went out awhile.
he'll like gonna cry le xD
AHAH . cutecute(:

well. then i went home to bathe and we went raffles to shop.
with one of my cousin and her mammy(:
haha. i bought a shirt . and a pair of MINNIE earrings !!
YESYES(: im so satisfied . ehehe .
how i wish i went there earlier .
cos most of the shops had closed by the time we reach there.
4-5 plus only lorhs . haha .
lols. sad. well . nvm =D haha.

then we went wisma there, the food republic there.
NICE(: i SUPERly LOVE their hokkien mee.
EHEHE . and their chicken porridge's DAMN* nice.
but sold out le ): HEH . this is how popular it is .
only 6 plus then sold out le . lols

then there's this family.
we eating finish le rights.
then when we leaving. they give those faces.
like we OWE them the table like that .
we could have SAT LONGER lorhs.
but we're KIND PEOPLE. so we left earlier lehs.
then end up we received this kind of attitude from them .
BLEAHS . =X

then we gossiped bout stuffs again .
but mainly its YOU*
DARN yoo . how could yoo lahs .
BLEAHS . =X
well ; kindly FUCK OFF if yoo don like miie .
yoo don have to BACKSTAB miie .
tell miie STRAIGHT IN THE FACE.
instead of acting like yoo CARE.
i STRONGLY ENCOURAGE YOU to join the best actress AWARD.
I BET YOU'LL WIN . =D

GOODBYES(:
smile(:

*DON BACKSTAB PEOPLE IF YOU DON WANT THEM TO DO THE SAME TO YOU(:
well. thank yoo so much for showing that YOU* "CARED" FOR MIIE.

HELLO HELLO(:

well. today's mel darr de birthday(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL DARR(:

today in class was alittle bored.
physics lesson i changed seat with andy .
then miie and sheng yi KEEP toot-ing fisherman.
yoo SHOULD have seen his actions.
FUNNY LIKE HELL CAN . xD
lols. then he keep acting lahs.
and his legs are like SUPER DUPER itchy can .
KEEP kicking my chair .
qian bian one he . xD lols.
he and wai yong.
TWO QIAN BIAN GUYS !! =X
ehehe . =D shall chop off their legs one day(:

well. aha . went to lot 1 to ate sakae .
with mel, shilei and peiyun(:
then actually we went to the top floor to find the sakae.
then we step outside a sushi store that we thot is sakae.
who noes suddenly we realised that the buffet was so expensive.
$16++ lehs . then we were wondering how come here de buffet so ex.
then we thot the sakae became that "suki sushi" eheh.
so we went in . and the person blabbered smth . '
i couldn hear clearly. =X
then mel and peiyun told him that we'll consider.
and he was like " would your like ala carte or buffet "
LOLS. and we told him lots of times oso .
then mel said she cannot order from menu. so don want.
birthday girl marhs. bo bian . lols.

so we went to take our neo prints.
then i just sun bian say the machine stuck then we can get our refund.
to take again . =X lols.
then really stuck LUH . xD
ahahah . so we waited for very long.
and we saw eugene. =D eheh.
then we actually wanted to go back wm de sakae there.
when we walked to the third floor.
guess what . we saw SAKAE SUSHI .
yesyes(: ahahah . then we went in and ate the buffet.
VERY VERY full ohkays . aha . luckily i didnt order udon .
else my stomach will burst . lols.
then shilei was SUPER DUPER clumsy and hilarious. x)
cutecute* ehehe .

then after that we went the pasa malam. and look at the hp covers.
then that person was like " ni yao se me ? ni de hao ma shi se me ? "
CREEPY right. so miie and peiyun was freak out lahs.
scary lorhs . mel oso . ahah .
then we went to another one and mel bought a pouch.

then we went to take the mrt back and we gossip alot.
well. not actually gossip lahs .
we just talk about a particular BACKSTABBER* only marhs.
XD HAHA . no big deal . lols.
well . i've nothing to say lahs. she's hopeless liaos(:

then after that went back home with my sister . eheh .
OHH . btw . sorriie rayyan . last min told yoo that .
so sorriie kays(: next time. MEL TREAT YOO . SET ? EHEH . =D

GOODBYES.
smiles(:

just a SILENT gal waiting for HER* miracle to happen(:
nothing is impossible, yoo said we could overcome it together.
bullshit(:

kuku*bernardd =X ehe .
i shall see yoo in YOUR* dreamland .
lols.

HELLO HELLO(:

heheh . today had headache ohkays. SEVERE headache.
cos i was sick sick sick . =X
but then after recess like no more le lehs ?
=X eheheh . sorriiie mel again . =X
welll. F&N and history test.
im failing* my history. OHH NO ):

anyways. today english lesson DAMN DAMN funny.
andy, pris , fisherman and ii played true or dare.
aha . then at first is fisherman. then he chose true.
and we asked him some dumb questions. =X lols
then miie, pris and andy . ONE ROUND ohkays.
such a coincidence. ahah. then fisherman's turn right.
we DARE him(: then andy said KISS benedict.
LOLS. then he was like saying " i've got no choice "
hahahaha . funny lahs the both of them .
then pris's turn and andy or fisherman said to shout
"I LOVE YOO" to chin guang . ahah .
and she really shouted across the class lahs . aha .
then they DARE(: miie to say " I LOVE YOO " to rayyan .
and i said lorhs(: ahaha .
then finally . we DARE andy to kiss kenneth ho(:
LALALAS ~ then DAMN FUNNY lahs he .
and all this happen during english lesson(:
err. but ending soon le . ehehe .

then after school went for the F&N workshop.
quite interesting. we drew a mouse . eheheh . cute(:
ahah. then after that we went to eat ROTI PRATA(:
lols. and i saw him* =D oooopps .
eheheh . and then we peiied mel to buy pen.
then peiied pamela to explore the mini food bufffet thingy(:
she KEPT tempting miie . eheheh .
lols. and i walked like don noe how many rounds.
then i decide on curry puff(:
AND then i saw him* again .
haha . well . nvm(:

GOODBYES people
smile smile(:

HELLO HELLO(:

EHEH . today's lesson was a TOTAL disaster . =X
chem 2 periods. poa 2 periods . ENOUGH to kill miie luh .
then history . quite fun . aha . talk about countries fighting one another.
AND I'VE GOT ANOTHER 2 TESTS TOMORROW.
STRRREEESSS !! =X

then poa lesson . pris; fisherman; rayyan; andy and ii were talking about TV shows.
cartoons to be specific. eheh . and we sang POKEMON and POWERPUFF GALS's song.
EHEEH . chiildish huh . haha .
well. there's nth we can do. cos we're born with it . LOLS.
we talk about gundam seeds and wing ; pokemon ; ninja turtles ; powerpuff gals ; digimons ;
hi-5 ; monster ranger ? 0.o and erm. beyblade ; tamiya ; power rangers ; and i think thats all ?
LOLS. we are so childish . =D ahah .
then we were laughing like mad luh . and noe what .
ALL THESE HORHS. FISHERMAN noes EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THING lehs xD
lols. which means : HE'S SO FREE THAT HE GOT TIME TO WATCH ALL THESE !! =D
lalalala ~

then actually wanted after recess discuss bout this again de .
but then mr chia scolded us again):
maths we WERE quieet(: HEH .
then MT . miie and pris were like " OMG. test lehs . die die. =X "
lols. then i ALMOST* had a nervous breakdown. XD
LOLS. i was so nervous that i practically trembled. AHAH .
then IMMEDIATELY after school we had MATHS test . O.o
sians right. and i got nervous again .. =X lols
but the paper . was alright lahs .
a few questions not very sure only . haha .

then stayed back in school to study history(:
lols. in the end distracted by wai yong they all .
and we waited for wang ting luh .
so dua pai . =X LOLS. no lahs no lahs .
aha . then saw raymond & glenn at school gate outside.
and they still *didnt noe bout it* . =X ahah .


anyways . its not my choice anymore . nobody will understand it):
all these that yoo've done.
hurt miie so greatly that i feel like killing myself
BUT of cos im not that DUMB lahs . =D
yoo've made miie realise your decision .
no matter how long i wait ; no matter what i'll say .
IT'S STILL THE SAME.
UNLESS THERE'S A MIRACLE(:
i have to agree with a particular person*
its hard to get along well with someone yoo've broken off .
the feeling is JUST SO NOT RIGHT*
even when i tried to be your friend.
and talk to yoo . but well . yoo chose to talk to the others.
i have nothing to say(:
fate just brought us THIS close* =D ( jiejie, quote from yoo de(: )
ahah . wish yoo luck then (: lalalas ~

GOODBYES.
smile and have a nice day(:

HELLO HELLO(:

ehehe . today was quite sians in the morning.
poa. social studies. MT ^^ and maths.
aha . AND i really wanna smack fisherman. CAN I ? =D

lols. he today even more qian bian can .
every word i said . he copy miie .
smack him arh . =X lols.
until i very pek cek i never talk . then he suan miie again .
PURPOSE : to make miie TALK so that he can MIMIC miie . xD
DUMB right he . =X aha . then i ACCIDENTALLY* threw his calculator on the floor.
LOLS. cos he say miie and rayyan .
so i wanted to take his calculator and put on my desk.
then in the end .the whole thing flew out of my hand and PIAK on the floooor =X
ooopps . xD lalalas ~ EHHE . who ask him say miie first .
ahah . sorriie lahs . x)

then f&n we cooked erm. omelette plus minced chicken plus mushrooms.
EHEH . nice nice(: first time my food tasted nice(: ahahah .
then i brought back to class
rayyan ate abit . hehehe. he said nice(:
yesyes(: i've improved . lols.
but that kuku* fisherman die die oso don want try.
one moment say very full . next moment say very hungry .
QIAN BIAN right he . =X lols.

then after school actually wanted to stay back to study maths .
TOMORROW'S MATHS TEST . AHHHHH .
then someone made miie so moodless again .
haiiya . she always like that .
WHATEVER. =X eheh . but awhile later im fine(:
then i taught fisherman alittle of his eng. im so KIND(:
ahaha . he write out of point lorhs . =X
lols. then the rest . pris helped him. xD
PRISCILLA ~ =X ahahaha .

then jerrold came to di siao people . lols.
damn funny . aha . but he abit .. =X LOLS.
and and . i became moodless for some reason again =X
hehe . then walked back with songhua . rayyan and wai yong.
OUTDATED* lehs your . =X ahahah .
and they KEEP crapping . lols.
what song ball * ( no offence ) ehehe .
and then went back to my home sweet home.
yesyes(: ahah . watched BLEACH 88 le . wheee . so nice(: lalalas ~

GOODBYES people.
smile(:

esp. YOU* ohkays . =D haha.

IM FCUKING GOING CRAZY NOW !!
AHHHHHH . SHIT.


sometimes i wonder if yoo purposely did that to spite miie.
or to show that yoo get to talk to him and i don . IS IT ?

i hope yoo have no evil intentions.
& i hope nothing will go wrong between us.
so what if yoo get to chat happily with him ?
im JEALOUS i admit .

WHATEVER. im so pissed off with everything now .
i just wish i can die . or or . like what HEE said .
no love in this world and everyone kills each other ? =X
sadists everywhere .

just how many more are yoo gonna cheat ?
3 ? 4 ? pls spare a thought for people around yoo.
yoo may enjoy doing that . but what bout others around yoo ?
unless yoo want alls to hate yoo . FINE i have nothing to say .

i really don noe what've got into miie ?
im getting more and more unreasonable):
* yoo should have told miie earlier . DUMB.
yoo made my life so beautiful and colourful .
but later on . yoo destroyed it . WHY ?
i noe its MY fault in the beginning. and i regretted it .
i REGRETTED IT ohkays . i noe it wont change anything.
but im very very sorriie for hurting yoo so much .
i've tried so hard to let yoo noe how much i love yoo.
but what was it in the end . fickled minded ?
i don noe and i don wish to noe anything .
it'll just pierced deep into my heart.
i wish FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART that i could be by your side .
and be the one yoo love(:
*and i wish i noe what yoo're thinking now):

everytime i look into the past
my tears can never control itself. its never the same anymore.
those words that yoo've said to miie ; those promises that we've made together.
ALL down the drain.
sometimes i wonder ; if yoo ever miss miie as much as i did .
i noe. whatever i say now ; can never change what yoo're thinking now.
yoo could have told miie your choice in the beginning.
but why now ? why now that we're no longer like in the past.
why is it now then i finally knew it .
it hurts miie more than anything else in the world.
this is a feeling i've never experienced before.

how much i hope for a miracle to happen.
but it will never happen.
how much i hope yoo'll be by my side.
but it will never ever happen.
how MUCH i hope that we could be like the past.
but i NOE it will NEVER EVER EVER happen.

HELLO HELLO(:

well well. today our school ended at 1.05pm =D
yesyes !! lalalas ~ ahah .
we played some racial harmony games during P.E today.
damn lame. =X lols. cos i don noe how to play . haha.
then chemistry lesson. mrs chua scolded us AGAIN):
and some *pig didnt bring again xD
lols. and eng lesson was pure boring. =X eheh .

and horhs . ONE DAY . i die die oso must get rid of that fisherman !! =D
he's so .. QIAN BIAN today can . craps again . lols.
he and andy . keep mimic - ing shengyi and i . aha .
smack them arh . =X lols.

then maths lesson lend fisherman MY paper.
he still go say my paper shit . HOW DARE HE . XD haha .
maths lesson i couldnt really concentrate.
my mind kept drifting off to other places* (: ehhe .
then had gastric): sians . lols.

and i bought LAKSA(:
lalalas ~ ehehe . nice nice =D

i still have this tiny hope that we can still be together):

GOODBYES people.
smile(:

HELLO HELLO(:

ehhe . just came back from an all afternoon shopping trip. xD
well. all night to be specific . heh.
cos i went to eat BUFFET* just now .
whee . at novena there . my mammy, my cousin and mie . eheh .
almost lost our way there =X lols.

we went there at around 6 and ate until 8.45 (:
wahaha . shiok right . ahah .
there were so so many varieties of food to choose from.
from the simplest dish- kai lan . to the superior food - shark fin !!
WOOHOO~ AHAH .
and i took like 20 over photos of the food there . PLUS their utensils.
i'll show yoo the photos next time. lols.
ESP. their cups to store the drinks and jelly .
OMG . how CUTE can they get . =D haha .

then we went to marina square there . and on the way .
i met alicia and jessica darrs(:
ahah . i was so shocked . lols . cos i was dreaming* away..
HEH . they just finished watching their baybeats concert .
lols. at the esplanade.
ahhhh . i wish i could go with them):

anyways . went to marina square there and had trouble finding the shop
cos the place was *VERY *VERY BIG . =D
then when we finally found it .
my cousin bought her dream* shoes . xD
yesyes(: $35 ++ ahah .
then we went mini tooons . and look for presents*
psssst . (: aha . but then i couldn find any suitable present):
awww . sad . BUT BUT . i bought smth there . aha . =D
and and . their mini cakes were super duper CUTE can !!
makes people feel like eating them . aha .

then i suddenly thot of smth .
*if only i could make that our months' presents(:
that'll be like so so cute . aha . but ..

my sis went to that NDP thingy at kallang there . FAR right.
till now . she's not yet back . and it like 11.25PM already . lols.
nvm . we're all waiting for her . ahah .
imWAITING*foryoO(:


*am i holding on to smth that wont belong to miie anymore? =X

GOODBYES people.
smile everyday(: lalalas~

if only i could make yoo trust miie again
i make sure i'll never leave yoo.

if only yoo could trust miie again.
i'll never let yoo down anymore.

if only yoo could trust miie again.
i'll never do things that upsets yoo.

only yoo can make my world colourful.
only yoo can provide miie with that kind of warmth that i yearn for.

i've been living in a world of black and white since then.
i yearn for the day where yoo'll once again make my life beautiful + colourful(:

i love yoo(:





i HAD SO MUCH ENOUGH .
EVERYTIME I LOOK AT THAT.
IT HURTS LIKE A THOUSAND KNIFES STABBING MIIE .
WHY ? ):
ALL THOSE PROMISES WE'VE MADE.
YOO'VE ERASED THEM OFF YOUR MEMORY.
WHAT'S LEFT THERE , IS SOME PROMISE OF ANOTHER ... ):

HELLO HELLO(:

ahah . today's lessons was very tiring for miie .
cos i feel so much like sleeping . so tired luh .
ehe . then assembly we had the councillor investiture.
and the sec 2 councillors were receiving their ties . yeayea(:
ahaha .then didnt eat for recess again(: walked around with pris, aihua and py.
then physics lessons, fisherman and andy kena punished .
but then they still crap so much . lols.

im was so FREAKING* jealous just now .
thanks to YOU*
anyways. i shall ren(: ehehe .

that fisherman's so qian bian, qian zhou whatever qian yoo can think of .
COS HE KEEP SUANING MIIE . bad right xD
ehehe . i will get my chance de . DON WORRY* =D

then after school wanted to go home myself. cos nobody pei ):
ahah . but then py darr they all saved miie . lols
then we went wm to eat . yoo noe . the koufu* there .
eheh . such a cute name(:
then after that went to popular and BK*
bleahs . don like there . rmb that uncle chased us out . LOLS.

anyways . i went home after that . ehe(:
such a sian day for miie . =D

GOODBYES people
smile(:

jealous becos of yoO ? o.O

HELLO HELLO(:

today had 4 periods in the com lab.
shuang shuang =D
ahaha . history played some war games and COULDN COMPLETE THAT MISSION 4
lols. cos it cannot be completed . =X eheh .
there's a msg de . in a war. there's no winner or loser x)
ahaha .

then social studies need to research some conflict thingy.
group with shengyi, mel darr, rayyan, fazli, changhan and wai yong.
such a BIG group horhs . supposed to have only 3 persons . =X
lols. THEN HORHS . i find one lehs(:
haha . no lahs . they oso HELPED miie =D ahah .
by JIAYOU-ING for miie . ehehe . xD
then they crap so much . funny lahs . LOLS.

then after school went back to class .
wanted to wait for tiff baobeii in class .
so mel, jiawen, shilei, and jody went off .
leaving miie alone in the class.
then the uncle chased miie out of the class.
so i just stood outside like a foool(:
then finally i couldnt stand it and went to find tiff at the F&N room.

so we went to choir and sat seperately): sad lehs. cant talk to her .
so have to wait for after choir . then we went to eat ROTI* PRATA
yes yes(: and i got to noe one cute cute boyboy. chester (:
then that zhixiong oso another funny one .
eheh . then tiff got harrassment from someone*
scary can . omg o.O"
ehhee . then peii-ed tiff wait for her bus and i faster walk home.
xD ahaha . cos my hse there so quiet . =X

GOODBYES people
smile(:

i miss yoo):

HELLO HELLO(:

today was a bit feverish. ABIT only =D
eheh . went to school as normal.
today's periods was SUPER DUPER sian !! xD
nth to say . =X haha .

then that fisherman and andy they all . KEEP crappping about people's nick .
in the end . fisherman kena SUAN . (: EHEHEH . =X who ask him say people huh . see see . bao ying . xD ahaha . and he oso kena scolded by andy LOTS of time. HEHEH . =D

ohh . after recess . someone made miie so pissed off .
but then after i thot it over.
why should i be angry over this matter ?
will anyone give a damn whether im angry anot ?
will anyone take pity on miie and blame HER ?
the answer is NO . =D

so i shall NOT be angry(: HEH .

well . then after school mel came to her second home(:
ehehe . then we watched SCV .
cos she don have . EHEHEH . xD
then we gossip alot . =X no lahs no lahs .
we CHATTED (:
hahah . then 5 plus she went home for her piano lesson .
lols . im still angry . but alittle only lahs .
ahaha . (:

GOODBYES people
smile (:

HELLO HELLO people(:

today had chinese zuo wen ce yan. lols.
about your best friend. and i wrote about YIWEN* lehs (:
ehehe . miss her so much lahs. didnt get to see her this few days):
hm. then f&n we did practical . WE DIDNT NOE !! =X
lols . then we had practical without apron. HEH .
we made erm. oven baked fish fillet and steamed fish fillet.
the oven baked one wasnt that bad. BUT the steamed one.. =X
lols. not nice . i don like the rosemary or whatever it is called . xD
haha . then went back to class and had maths supp.
i scored badly for my maths test. marks that i never expect to have.
well. cant blame. i was distracted during the test.
then CAN YOO BELIEVE. FISHERMAN* got 18/20 !!
TYCO one xD EHEH . STILL SAY WHAT BANG YOUR KNOWLEDGE OUT .
in the end still get so good . hao lian . =X ahahah .
then ms chong scolded us before she start the supp lesson.
those words that she said . made miie SO SO guilty of not studying):
sorriie ms chong . ):

hmm. then after that i stayed in class awhile.
doing maths* =X ehehehe .
then SHE called and SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD .
WTF . don believe miie !!
im so angry and so sad that till now . they still don trust miie):
and i cried . =X smack myself* how DUMB can i get . -.-
and i was so MOODLESS after that . DUMBass*

well . then after that i waiting for it to rain . then i go home(:
GU YI one . EHEH .
then went back with shengyi(:
and she told miie things. haiiiiiya .
im so so so sad): i really miss him can .
[ AND im not a despo can . she thinks it is . thats her problem ]
=D ahaha . then i oso told things to shengyi . heh
she told miie hers too(: share share . LOL.

then she pei miie until my hse there . and she took taxi back .
LAZY lahs she !! =X ahahahha .
gotta go chiong homeworks le . (:

GOODBYES people
smile(:

HELLO HELLO(:

today was raining *cats and dogs*(:
then almost everyone was shivering. lols.
then recess i stayed in the class. sleeping ? =X
eheh . very tired. btw, ITALY won !!(:
yeaaa . hah . and guess what, rayyan gave us a koala bear keychain.
damn cute ohkays. *damn =D ehehe .
then we had poa test . and fisherman was like " die die, i never learn." xD
still say want ask teacher POSTPONE test arh.
lols. think he fisherman *big arh . =X EHEH .
then got once. he doing the test until half way.
then his liquid hiding behind his pencil case.
and he was like " eh eh , where's my liquid arh ? "
LOLS. blur rights he . somemore two times lehs .
AHAHAH. funny =D
he's especially blur today.
noe what's his excuse ? " actually i very smart one. but just now in the morning syafiq bang my head . thats what i became blur " LOL. EXCUSE lahs . xD

then after school. peiyun, shilei, mel and i went koufu to eat(:
eheheh . mel and i ordered ramen. shilei and peiyun ordered western food .
SUCH A COINCIDENCE right !! HAHA . (:
then we keep laughing. cos mel's *horny . =X lols.
we went to walk walk after that . went to look at clothes .
haha . then i went to buy mango red tea and peiyun bought chocolate milk tea.
HEH . i thot the drink can turn upside down so i turned it and shake.
THEN * the drink started to spill out .
*smack myself. how DUMB can i get =X
lols. then peiyun kept teasing miie. say hers can shake .
ahah . bad right she . xD
then peiyun bought for miie SUSHI.
how KIND of her (: lalalas~
then we went to walk walk again and decided to settle at BK.
so we started chatting and laughing at LOTS of stuffs.
LOTS** ohkays. like we saw some guy put his hand into a gal's skirt.
and and . he went to kiss her armpit =X LOLS.
he got a fantasy for armpits . eheh .
then another guy. who dig his nose while talking on the phone. yuck. =X
LOLS. weird people huh . haha.
then I TELL YOO HORHS.
PEIYUN HAS THE CUTEST HICCUP SOUND yoO've EVER heard !!
i LAUGHED UNTIL PENG can . very very unexpected and cute .
ahaha . and she KEPT making miie laugh .
want miie die oso no need like that marhs. lols.
and she did that " hey~hey~" LOLS. plus action somemore !!
we laughed until the whole BK could hear us =X
ahah . then in the end. the BK uncle came to gan us away.
*BLEAHS. he said we've been there for two hours plus.
WHERE GOT ? lols. anyways . we left and went home le .
ehehe . hedidntcome):

GOODBYES people.
smile(:

HELLO HELLO people(:

EHE . today had tuition which is a totally sian thing.
i practically didnt listen to what my teacher said . =X
lols. cos i was distracted by **somethings . AHEM **
xD ahaha . then went to kfc and ate the shroom burger.
or whatever yoo call it . yucks !! i don like the mushrooms. =X
lols. then i wanted to take the chair to sit . but i had no strength to pull it up.
so paiseh luh . cos like everyone was looking. o.O" ehehe .

then went to my ah ma hse and suddenly felt so irritated .
cos *she called miie a despo . WTH . ):
so i was so pissed off with whoever's talking to miie =X
then worse still. i accidentally sent the msg to him.
accidentally de . then he give miie those reply.
as i was pissed off . i sort of scolded him =X sorriie):

then my cousin drew miie flowers. eheh . arent she sweet ? =D
heh . and a caterpillar with my name inside . lols.
cute cute de (: ahah .

then in my father's van, yiwen called . =D
then we talked bout STUFFS* .
eheheh . (: so long didnt talk to her .
i seriously miss her alot luh . xD

then i came home and apologise to him.
cos my fault marhs . im very nice . =X lols
then i was glad . he was glad too =D
ahahah . so we're ohkays .

i shall not think about the past anymore.
if he can be happy without miie . why not ?
ahaha . (: smile ohkays *

lols. GOODBYES people .
SMILE (:

SO DEEP ):

HELLO HELLO people(:

ahas . i had mac early in the morning.
like 8 o clock ? ehehe (:
well. nth much happened in the morning.
cos it was so sian -.-

lols. then i came home and online.
i msg that *pig oso .
then after a long long time later .
he online . i sent him the letter.
and then at the same time . he got stomach pain ):
anyways . he said things that cut my heart so DEEP )":
i couldnt stop my tears from flowing.
i sounded so thickskinned. and sounded like a despo too . [ don ask ]
but what can i do ? if i can.
i'll try my best to forget about our past. (:
SUPPORT MIIE !! =D haha.
we shall start LIFE ANEW(:

then he horhs . BRB until gone -.-
maybe he fell asleep . =X
ehehe . no lahs no lahs . stoot him . xD
anyways. going to my cousin's birthday thingy later .
i've been eating cakes for three days in a row.
can yoo BELIEVE it ? ahah .

GOODBYES people
smile(:

i'll still be waiting

BIRTHDAY GAL(:

HELLO HELLO people(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYUN DARR(:

ehehe . today.
rayyan, ben, aihua, junjie, peiyun and pris coming my hse
to help celebrate for OUR BIRTHDAY GAL(: haha.

then after school. miie, peiyun, ben and junjie went to her cousin's hse collect cake
SURPRISINGLY, she made chocolate cheese cake !!
i actually wanted to make for her . but not enough ingredients . GRR.
lols. THEN horhs . ben said wanted to go fisherman's hse watch porn ( joking one lahs )
eheh . funny lehs . then i JUST REALISED that they both look QUITE alike. heh.

then her cousin hse, the two boyboys (: DAMN CUTE.
i said HELLO. and they HELLO back oso. then they smile smile at us .
LOLS. cute rights. then leaving that tiime. they still say " BYEBYE JIEJIE(: "
TWICE ohkays . hahaha . so delighted . lols
then we took 945 to wm to buy drinks. then we couldnt decide on the drinks.
then we met rayyan there oso . so we quickly chose the drinks and went to my hse there.
cos HE wanted to pass peiyun present.

ANYWAYS. then they went up and we waited for pris and aihua to come.
so that we can watch SCARY MOVIE 4 togetheR !!
FUNNY lah !! eheheh . we laughed like HELL can . hahahas.
then ben wanted to try out smth . put the sour mentose into the coke bottle.
so that it would POP. but in the end didnt succeed. LOLS xD
then we played zhong ji mi ma. whoever loses . drink the coke.
and PLS. junjie went to take a mentose from the floor and put back !!
SOMEMORE NEAR THE DUSTBIN THERE. yucks =X
eheheh . then we went up and they played comp. KEEP HANGING. soorriie =X

hahaas . then we went to make water bombs with plastic bags .
lols. like got 24 or more . for the 7 of us. LOLS
VERY VERY FAST no more le . keep throwing .
BUT SURPRISING . i wasnt wet . =X lols.
i kept throwing at ben . but the plastic don want to break lehs . xD

lols. then we went up again and ate the cheesecake.
and we decided to take some photos. then ben " accidentally " take until my cupboard.
then he made some effects and it suddenly seems like there's a face.
i almost CRIED can . cos my HSE MARHS . lols.
then aihua and ben left first. so left the 5 of us lorhs . watching tv .
hahah .then until 6 plus , they left ):
PEIYUN LOVES MIIE (:
ahahaha . (: i love her too .
and i love him .
its seems that i cant live without yoo):
GOODBYES people
smile(:

Free (:

HELLO HELLO people(:

IM FREE(: from coursework . yeaaa !! =D
im like a butterfly that just got out of its cocoon (:
yea yea xD EHEH .

today's F&N test on proteins .
I totally didnt study . must prepare to fail this one =X
lols. then my coursewok like TOO many pages .
i forgot whats the limit liaos . =X ahas .
hope teacher don cancel my info .
all my " beautiful " ones at the back lehs. eheh .

well. FISHERMAN lost his D&T things .
wonder what happened ? o.O" eheh .
then HISTORY lesson . Mr Bambang showed us some perth photos.
fisherman, peiyun, rayyan and i had fun laughing .
cos they were so so so cute luh(:
hehehe . rayyan HAD FISH&CHIPS for like most of his days there .
FISHERMAN'S buddies (: hahahahas .

then at first after school wanted to edit my coursework . but no time
then i just hack and handed in to ms david .
eheheh(:
then miie , peiyun, tiffany and shengyi had our counselling session(:
PEIYUN's the COUNSELLOR . wee-o-weet !!
ahahah . btw . tomorrow's peiyun's birthday already .
they coming my hse to celebrate.
lols. DA-BAOING foods . hahaha . (:

then i told lots of things to peiyun . well well.
SHE UNDERSTANDS MIIE THE MOST CAN .
cos hers oso kinda like this (:
ILOVEHER(:
EHEH .

GOODBYES people.
smile (:

im not happy ):

MY NEW NAME(:

HELLO HELLO people(:

I HAVE A NEW NAME.
its " WO QIAN MIAN NA GE "
noe who helped miie qu this name le rights.
THAT FISHERMAN(:
ehehe . i like suddenly so xi guan to that name.
but OF COS. i still prefer my own name.
just that whenever that fisherman say that.
i would turn around. hehehe. =X

TODAY WAS BORING ALL THE WAY before recess luh.
SIAN was all i thot in my mind. hahas .
first two periods . CHEMISTRY ):
she's suddenly so strict. it made people scared of her EVEN more .
lols. but thats good. xD
thenn next two periods, POA ):
miie and pris don understand a single thing at all.
ohkays , maybe we did understand a bit . but it was abit only.
chemistry oso the same ): SIAN.
then after recess we had PHYSICS.
eheh . MR CHIA lehs . so long didnt see him . heh.
then got maths QUIZ . omg. i didnt finish.
i got distracted many times. i don noe why ?
its like when finding length DC, i went to find DE -.-"
and i totally like forgot how to prove ? i GOT STUDY . but i just forgot ):
this was how distracted i was. ):
somemore i had no liquid paper. then KEEP cancelling.
omg. STRESSING over coursework and some OTHERS(:
then got POA test . and FINALLY . another MATHS test. DIE. =X

then MT lesson. ALMOST everyone was chionging CHEMISTRY.
(: eheheh . but we completed our zuo ye already. hehs.
then that FISHERMAN. so qian da can.
keep saying miie and pris . lols. he yearns for a beating from us(:

HEH !! then after school went to help ben with the coursework.
we only took like 10 mins ? but the comp was SLOW . lagging so much.
ahaha . then i went back with tiff baobeii and jody darr(:
they're so nice arent they ? lols.
EVERYONE(: we shall chiong F&N today OHKAYS(:
lalalas ~ =D

GOODBYES people.
smile(:
im happy . ehehe(:

Is it OVER ?

HELLO HELLO people(:

today had gastric for so long. whatever.
peiyun said if she give miie 2 punches. i'll be fine.
lols. and i almost slept. =X during MT lesson.
and our class ONLY PIG. oso sleeping =X
EHE.

YEAA. peiyun coming my hse this friday to celebrate her birthday.
i shall bake her a cheese cake. im so nice(: ahas.
but she say the next day everyone kena food poisoning.
BAD RIGHT =X
ehehe. then she made miie laugh until my gastric gone.

but im sad ): i don noe why ?
it isnt the same ANYMORE. i have to start all over again.
there wasnt any reaction at all. im so hurt by that action.
WHATEVER.

then Moral Education lesson. we talked about relationships and stuffs.
watch videos on some british gals. and i saw the word " LOVE BITES " loads of times.
ehehe.

anyways. F&N lesson. i was paired up with viknes. ( don noe how to spell =X )
we made custards. and viknes KILLED THE PROTEINS(:
he BURNT the proteins . EHE.
but overrall. it was quite ohkays.
*i wanted to let him try.
BUT .. whatever(:

then i gave one to rayyan to try. he's like trying his best to swallow. *gulps*
is it that bad ? o.O" ahas.
then wy tried, followed by FISHERMAN ( hairy stoot ) he has a new name(:
and then andy, jr and jh. EHEHE.
ben said tomorrow headlines : MASSIVE FOOD POSIONING(:
hahahahas . =D

then that FISHERMAN called miie FISHERMAN !! xD
lols. he WAS the one who crap so much about the FISHES + THE BOMBS
hahaas . then miie and shilei waiting for mel. SO DUA PAI right. =D

then we watched many funny videos.
laughed until we had no strength to laugh =X
eheh . then they had to go home. sad.):
ohkays MEL. i admit i miss your can ? (:
AHAHAS .

GOODBYES people.
smile(:

isitoveralready ?

CREEPY MORNING(:

HELLO HELLO people (:

omg. ytd night was super creepy.
almost made my heart stopped.
ytd i was watching jie da huan xi with my mammy.
it ended at 12.30am so we went to sleep after that
a few minutes later. someone knocked on the door.
but i thot it was people upstairs knocking.
so i just hack care it.
but then the knocking didnt stop. few mins later . knocked again
at this time. my heart was beating SO FAST.
that i thot i would go crazy. =D
then i woke my mammy up and asked her open.
but she said she didnt hear anything, so she went back to sleep.
thenn i ALMOST slept. the knocking came back.
this time my mammy heard it . and she went to open the door.
when she opened the door. i thot i saw light in my daddi's room.
so i asked her who. she said NOBODY. O.O"
then we went back to sleep again.
but, i started to imagine things and heart beating SO SO SO fast luh.
THEN. it came back.
so my mammy was abit pek cek. she quickly on the lights and opened the door.
and guess what . o.O she saw my daddi walking back to his room
SO IT WAS MY DAD AFTERRALL.
and my mammy scolded my daddi for walking us all up.
cos he wanted my mammy to wake him up at 7am. -.-"
so STOOT rights. GRR. ehehe . then i woke at 10 plus today . HEH.

then just now. i was using the comp until half way.
SUDDENLY there's this BEE or some sort of BLACK AND RED flying insect.
it flew striaght at miie and i could hear the buzzing sound.
miie and my sis quickly chiong to the kitchen and lock oursleves there. =X
EHEHE. until i really got no choice but to go upstairs to take a look
but the insect was gone already. HENG arh . =X

then i talked to peiyun and she reminded miie of our PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS. (:
EHE. and we talked and talked until her cousin came. lols.
iLOVEher can ? ehe . we are the ones NOT INVISIBLE right peiyun . (: HEH















[ ARENT THEY CUTE (: ]

GOODBYES people.
smile . (:

FRIENDS AGAIN (:

HELLO people. (:

well. we're friends again .
probably thanks to my ever-wonderful JIE.(:
ahas . we decided to start ALL OVER AGAIN .
isnt that great ? lols.

anyways. went to the teahouse to eat tim sum with my cousins and aunts ytd.
so ex ohkays. a few dishes horhs . $104.50
o.O" OMG rights. but the quality was good. (:
and my tongue was weird ytd.
all sorts of weird weird taste like forever in my mouth :S

iLOVEhee can ? she's so HEE-ING. laughs all the time.
even when she's not happy.
tell miie if anything's troubling yoo ohkays . =D

then i slept like 2 plus 3 ytd night. then morning 8 plus wake up. -.-"
so so tired luh. =X my mammy was pek cek with miie this morning
cos i took half and hr to wake up .
and i slept during tuition . AWHILE ONLY . (:
and and. on my way home. i slept while i stood up in the mrt. =X
EHEHE . *blush.

NVM . (: then i came home and found my daddi doing somth secretly.
guess what . HE WENT YOUTUBE .
EHEHEHEHE . he's funny lahs.
then i told him said he not bad . still noe youtube.
he laughed like siao . haas . cute =D

gotta rush my coursework AGAIN . =X
lols. GOODBYES people.
smile . (: loveya.

YET another surprise . (:

MORNING people (:

EHE . im surprised he came to talk to miie.
HOWEVER . i noe without her .
he probably wouldnt have talk to miie . even now.
well. its ohkays . at least he listened to her . (:

sorriie if i've disappointed him so much recently.
but . i agree with my darrs . (:
FIRST STEP : we shall be friends .
SECOND STEP : we shall be the best of friends. (:
THIRD STEP : ehe . that we shall see . =D

my darrs are wonderfully clever . arent they ? (:
anyways . i shall take one step at a time.
and not repeat any mistakes ANYMORE.
i don want it to end it the same way previously.
it must have hurt him alot . ):
it hurt miie the same way it hurt him.

GOODBYES people .
smile always kays . ((:
ahas . loveya all . x)

EHE . SURPRISE . (:

EHE . HELLO people (:

ytd my daddi . came into the room and whispered smth.
noe what ? he apologised for accusing miie . (:
SEE. told him i didnt take . bleahs .
he even offered to buy miie a IPOD . =D
ahas . so happy . lalalas~

i realised i felt so heartbroken when i saw that.
WHY ? im surprised by the reaction too. ):
DUMB DUMB DUMB.
i can never noe what im thinking myself.
whatever. he said he needed time to get over things first.
like i don need . get this clear first .
its not that i don love him anymore.
its just that. i have no other ways to improve our relationship.
and i lack confidence.
I TOLD YOO IM DUMB. ):

anyways. going out with my aunt later.
she's flying off to china tomorrow.
coming back only in october . ): i'll miss her so so much .

btw. i haven finished my coursework . =X
ahas . shall start on monday. NO SCHOOL . =D
lols. can play my sims 2 oso . [ the gal's pregnant (: ]

sorriie peiyun . cant pei yoo celebrate your birthday on friday .
terribly sorriie . my mammy jiu shi don allow.
well. nvm. i shall still get yoo your angsana . (: haas.

i need to bathe now . =D
GOODBYES people.
smile . (: