A promise i've made to myself

there's this promise that i've made to myself.
saying i would forget all about him.
plus all that he had done .

im willing to let go of all this . if he can .
im willing to be his friend. if he wants .

just now . he told miie what he actually planned to do .
it made my tears rolled down . all of a sudden.
without miie actually realising .
guess im too affected by it.
i didnt noe. he was that hurt.
i thot by telling him the truth is the best way.
but it turns out otherwise.
it wasnt what i meant it to turn out to be.
i just wanted to simply tell him . what i feel all that .
but instead. i made it so worse.
i feel so guilty . so bad.



he chose to believe her.
im so disappointed ):
between your house. and the mountains that seems to be yours.
yoo chose the mountains.
yoo chose to believe in someone . whom yoo thot was right all along.
but was actually wrong.
yoo chose something that only belongs to yoo awhile ago.
than something that belong to yoo long ago.
yoo're dumb to believe that.
yoo trust it more than miie .
i have nothing to say.


goodbyes people. (: