I am really broke. Really really. I should stop spending moolah, but i can't help it! Tmr meeting up with colleagues and tues with clique. Bye moolahs. Am left with close to xx in my bank account, wl! I need to work but i'm having full time attachment in school, sigh (x) a million. I can't decide what to wear tmr as well as for the rest of the week. Why am i not skinny? If i were, i wouldn't have to think of what to wear because anything and everything just fits nicely. Uh, sorry if i offended some. I tend to get really emotional when it's close to midnight. Hormones!

Anyway ...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,

BENEDICT HEO! :)

Hope you'll enjoy your birthday tomorrow to the fullest. All the best to you and your future endeavours. And also, best of luck in finding your sunshine girl. Hehe! :P

Had a christmas celebration@ Uncle's house yesterday night! <3 So much lovin'! It was a blast! :D Shall let the pictures do the talking. Pictures do talk right? :P

Cousin and Uncle's cake!

We stole Rudolph's reindeers :)

Riiiiight, so the rest of the pictures are with my cousins. Once it's up on FB i'll post it up! :)

I like the new picture, up there! I made it myself *grins. Abeit a little plain, but i'm still proud of it. Lol. Come on, you gotta admit it's gooooood right! ROFL. Kay fine. Time passes so quickly when i'm @work! It's already Week 2 of the attachment. So far so good. I've been enjoying myself with my team members. Haha. Next week we'll call real customers. For now, we are just .. slacking. Like really. I used the internet for multi purposes in school and i don't feel like using the net once i reached home. That explains why i haven't updated for days..

Was supposed to go to JBP for the Hollywood Dinosaurs with family just now, but was cancelled cause Dad's car was not working @the last min, hurrrr! Sister was so disappointed! Haha, bet she looked forward to today for donkey years already :P Anyway, it's christmas' eve tmr, guys! Have you got any plans on?! I'll be meeting my dear mellymonsa tmr for lunch till evening <3 We're exchanging presents to each other, lol! Exclusively for the two of us only la. Hehe. I hope she'll like her present. Meow, must like it kay! :) & we've also got lotsa catching up to do :) Christmas Day will be spent with family as well. :)

Although it's still a day or two away, but just in case, i'll wish all of you, boys and girls, ladies and gentlemen ..

A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I'll update again if i have the time, and the pictures kay! :)

Boiling Mad

I have decided to delete that long strings of words i've posted just now. Find no point in complaining. I am not gonna give in, watch me guys. I'll definitely make you shift to another seat because i am a girl and basic courtesy tells you to give in to girls. So you better fuck off before i get really mad. I shan't quarrel with people with low IQ and EQ because it makes me stupid. All i want to say is, those guys in my class(you know who you are) are fucking useless, really. Just go be girls in your next life.

Tsk, where is melissa when i need someone to listen to my complaints...

Today was this for the whole day. Yes, practically the whole time that we'd spent in the call centre, we were doing this. Lolol. 10-1230, 4-530 = Poker time. Lol. The rest were either out for lunch break or spent in the TFA for the TEP Awards. :)

My chinese suck to the maximum, really. Wth is retail/non-retail industry supposed to be in chinese? Fuck chinese la. Lol. I hope tomorrow would be a more productive day :) Bought a new earpiece today, pink one somemore! Hehe. The spoilt one, i could only hear the bg music .. srsly. Am glad that daddy bought one for me, yay! Love you, dad! *hearts for you! Mum bought a top for me as well. More hearts for her, also! LOL.

And i bought an eye makeup remover and it claims that it's gentle. Wtf, really gentle like siao lor. I can't even properly remove my eyeliner laaaa. Lol, stupidest thing ever. The more i try to erase, the more i smudge it ..

{I don't know if i can, but i will try my best; No promise that i would be able to stay for so long}

EDIT.

Whaaaaat the hell you're not gonna believe what i'mma gonna say in the next second! *grins. I know i haven't blog it out before, but when i went 313Somerset i saw this reaaaaally cuute guy in epicentre. Reaaaally cuuuuuute, trust me. And guess what i found today?

His blog! Haha, i can't believe i actually reads his blog and i can't even recognize him as the guy whose blog i kept reading, rofl! The link is already up in my favourites for many months already, and i only realised it just now. LOLOL. Ok, it just made my day<3

Hurrrrr, my heart broke a little bit today la.Never break already(LOL) I must be strong, i must persevere, i must have determination!

But clique in school managed to make me forget about them. Lots of laughter today, me like it! :) Cards today with clique, damn fun! :) Haha. Some people say i shoooooort lor, lol! Not my fault, somemore! Win. Lol. Met up with Mellymonsa today after school for dinner. Walked from the south to the north canteen! Sat @the mrt station for an hr plus to chit chat. We totally laughed out loud so freaking many times. Mrt trip home was quiet but enjoyable. We were too tired from all that laughing.

{EDIT}

SQUEEEEEAAAAALLLLLLLLSSSSSS!

I totally got it laaaaaa. That's why i say, perseverance and determination are the keys to go! So what if i ain't his ideal, it really doesn't matter anymore.. :) Goodnight loves!<3

Have you guys ever had a dream about something really sweet .. Only to wake up and realised that it's all a dream. And that heartache you felt just a sec later? Oh well, i did have this feeling on sunday! When i stayed over@ Grandma's hse, in the middle of the night i woke up, right after i had this really sweet dream. I think this might just be the sweetest dream i've ever had in my whole life, that is, until now. Lol. It's not about any fantasies/idols. I actually do know the people and i remembered most of the details. That might explain why i felt my heart ache a second later.

It's amazing, isn't it. It felt so real i literally thought it was true.. When dreams are like always like this, isn't it? :) Haven't been blogging much but today marks the first day of my full shift attachment. I miss talking to you, go away, projects.

Geunseok is really into DJing and he's going to be the guest at the opening of a huge new club in Daegu .. cr:Soompi

Woooooow, if only he's here in singapore! I wouldn't care if it's 12am 1am 5am or 6am w/e I WILL GO! HAHAHA. But fat hope. JGS DJ-ING THAT IS SO MUCH LOVE!

Lol, i still miss You're beautiful. Sigh, seriously. Best drama laaaa. Hot guys, story plot, cute girls. I still like JGS alot, alot alot like alooooot. Why is he so cute!? Why why why?

One last picture, confirm jealous!

Today's dinner with clique was fun! Nonsense all the way. Lol. Love them to the maximum already :)

My current obssession

Jang Geun Suk.

I have so much to say about him! Love him in You're beautiful! Damn, should have listened to CYL and watched it earlier. Hahaha, he is freaking gorgeous. But despite what CYL said about him, i like him so much instead of the second male lead! I guess it was because i watched the BTS before i watched the actual show. {Edit: Here's the video clip of JGS&PSH}

You must must must watch the clip! It's like one of the best drama, if not th best one i've watched in 2009! The whole 1minute plus is so enjoyable! Both JGS&PSH so lovey dovey HAHAHA. His real personality is the exact opposite of his personality that he must portray the drama. That's verrrrry cuute, i like! Maaan, he is sucha dork, plus the fact that he has a baby face and a deeeep sexy voice. I'll find the video clip tmr! Found! :) Am going for my dental appointment tmr, plus lunch with Yiwen&Ved. AND dinner with meow,ben&ger. Great. So looking forward to tmr. Anyway, please watch You're beautiful. It's sooooo recommended! *two thumbs up!

Today is damn shiok! I finally spent some moolah on clothes! SAAAAALES I LOVE YOUUUUU. Hehe. E-style club marc myphosis uniqlo i looooove you too! Lolol. I can't wait to go back to Uniqlo@ 313Somerset on Monday. Damn, that place is sucha turn off simply because it was just freaking crowded. You need to queue when you get in, and queue when you're trying on clothes. Nevermind the fact that the clothes are all over the place but queueing, totally a big turn off. Club Marc@ Robinsons building - best! *thuuuumbs up! Imma going back there for the 15bucks jacket! No, you didn't see wrongly, everything is 15bucks. Wtf, don't steal my jacket from me i'm tella youuu alllll. Lol. But i don't know when is the sales ending so let's all pray that it will at least last until the end of Monday :) And, i hope i'll be able to get the jacket because damn i'm starting to regret letting go of it but i bought too much today damn damn damn! I loooove the jacket like to a million billion gazillion bits! Woow, this post is so wordy you might need a pair of old flower eye-spectacles. Rofl i am so lame. Toodles!

EDDDDDDIT!

My heart is so heavy now. There's so much on my mind as well.

I hate you when you start treating me for granted. I hate you because i always have to be the one talking to you first. I hate you because i can't seem to tell you what's on my mind. I hate you because you seem so difficult to get close to. I hate you because you reply super-short messages sometimes. I hate you because you're so nice sometimes. I hate you because we seem like close friends sometimes, but i know deep down, i don't even know if we're friends. I hate it because i don't understand why would i, in the world, carry a torch for you.

I don't know why i hate you, i just do.

I watched 2012 yesterday, and i've learnt from the movie, to treasure my loved ones because you never know what happens tomorrow. Or worse, you'll never know what will happen in the next minute. How am i supposed to learn to treasure them, when they don't even want to learn how to treasure somebody? You can jolly well guess what my mum told my sister just now, you'll never believe it.

"My greatest regret is not getting married to daddy, it's giving birth to your sister"

Ouch. Why is it that the left side of my chest hurt so badly.

Days out are love

Out these few days, shiok only! ♥♥♥ Haha. Wednesday was out with Aihua&Peckhui to Central for dinner. We were supposed to meet 4pm@ CQ station but Aihua&I only managed to meet each other 4@ BB, lol! Funny la. Super sorry to Peckhui! One, because we were late. Two, because she thought we weren't having dinner(I don't know why?) and she ate by herself first. Lol, Peckhui is still her. Never change. Anyway, reached there@ 4plus. Had dinner@ Azabu. Special treatment for us only♥ Hahahaha. Managed to catch up stuffs with Ernest& another guy whom i apparently don't know. Looooove!♥♥♥

Exclusively for us only<3

Th waiter&th chef!♥

Yesterday was a meetup with yiwen. Yes! Ng Yiwen. Lol, wl long time didn't see her but she still th same! Hahahaha. We went Clementi's Cityvibe because she heard her sis raved mountains about it but man were we disappointed. Had MosBurger for lunch&trained down to IKEA .. 's opposite - Anchorpoint! We sup everything in Cotton On. Rofl, as if! I bought a top@ 5bucks, original price was 30plus$$$. Mad cute. But mum said it wasn't cheap, then i don't know what's cheap anymore :O Yiwen bought one for herself as well! :) Bus-ed down to Tiong Bahru Plaza for movie! It was suuuuuper last min because i was just passing a remark that i wanna watch 2012, cause yessss, we are the only human beings on earth who haven't caught 2012, lol! Checked th timing& all, & off we go! Love last minute stuffs♥ Damn awesome lor th movie, digging th effects and actors&actresses♥ Met up with Ved @10plus for small chats before we head home♥ Next week, let's all get bumbled up busy!

Ps. I'm addicted to Down - Jay Sean, check that out!

DA Fashioooon

Here it is!

Totally love her fashion sense, and her clothes! I like! <3

And, i mentioned that gorgeous guy, didn't i? :)

Isn't he th cutest thing on earth?! *squeeeze. And he has a blog as well. I've also became a fan of his a few days ago, i'm sucha a stalker! Rofl.

Went eyebrow threading(finally!) yesterday with Gwen! Man, that woman is good! *thumbs up! I teared so much gwen thought i was crying. Lolol. Then we walked to Bugis&shoppppped! And we went for thai food(yes!) again, awesome food! I've been wanting to bring family there to try! At shaw tower, i think! Really gooooood! *winks! We wanted to have the shaved iced dessert or w/e it's called, but because mum called me to return home earlier .. Sorry gwen, next week! ;)

Sigh, i've been contemplating whether to start a part-time job with yiwen because i need da moolah, but then i've got not much time because i'm left with one week of holidays before i start my full-time attachment in school, without money! Damn. Lol. But if i work weekends .. man, i need my rest as well?! Don't know don't know don't know! How brown coooow?